In The Middle Of The Night

I'm still awake in the middle of the night. It's almost 02 am and I just finished my task. But I haven't finished yet of thinking about you. Wondering what are you doing right now? Maybe you sleep with tired face? Or worried or other bad feeling? Or with good feeling so you could sleep tight? I wish the last one :-)
When I was home, it feels like there is miss-feeling attacking me. Feel like I can't wait to meet you tomorrow or make a plan in my mind to hanging out with you or just spend our time together. Even if we're just doing nothing. The point is, I just wanna be with you.
I get my strength back, when I'm with you. I get my mood back, when I talk with you. I get my spirit back, when I see you smile at me.
I know nothing lasts forever, but there's no wrong if secretly I wish so deeply to be with you all the time, at any moment, at any condition, always, and forever. Face the problem together, through any hard moments together, protect each other, and enjoying life with laugh and love.
To be honest, I feel what you feel. I feel so afraid to lose you all the time. Feel so afraid if only there's a girl come to your life and make you more comfort than me, make you happier than I've made, and make you falling deeper than you love me. But...I just try to believe you, and make you believe me, always. Just it.
I'm bad at telling, showing, or expressing what I feel, but if you can feel it, you surely know that I'm sincerely tell you that I love you.
Actually, I want to tell to the world how happy I am when I'm with you, but, like I said before; no one really care about us, so let's we feel it together :-) because my happiness comes when you happy :-)

Wait...it's about you, you, and you again. But I'm not getting bored to talk about you :-)